Heaven is FURTHER than you think.

Saturday, August 30, 2008

Hey back. Feeling a little better but throat is sore still.
I was cleaning up my room and I found three old diaries I used to write in. God, the things I wrote back then were more creative and interesting asto what i write now.
Here's an interesting blog entry that is not personal and old friends you might know what is this.
This is a fight that happened in my class last year about the cheerleading steps. Me Fez and Syaz did some hip hop steps and Theres and XX did some too robotic cheerleader-ish steps- which of corse the class picked. If they were smarter they'd know that it'd be best to mix both- creativity and still cheer based. We won second anyway so it doesn't matter now. Oh the day of the cheerL day I let go and uh.. Therese fell and cried. D: I felt damn guilty bout it. I wasn't supposed to support her when she fell on us but some people weren't at the stadium yet and they wanted to practise it.

Anyway back to the fight. This is what I wrote:
"Next Pg. Cheer Breakout. Literally.

Therese show face talk bimbo shit(I didn't like her then and now)
Chermaine(most pissin off) Face Face FACE!!
Jasmine propanganda shit
Fez pissed off man
XX irritating to Fez

Fez: Eh now's not the time to pick fight with me man
XX: Since when I wanna pick fight? Talk bloody crap (smth like that!)
fEZ: eH-SIALAH- u can pick fight with me anytime. now u want pick fight pick fight lah!
XX: You-
FEz: I quit!
XX: Fine! I quit ALSO! Give up man.
"
End story. Another one is "
I am so dead.
Stand back, Grim Reaper!
A girl is flying your way. Bring on the coffin and chrystanthemums! I'm gonna need it. No time for tissue though. (P.S. I want my coffin to be yellow and braided (around) with lillies."

And I remember the time I told INNOCENT syaz that I liked our Malay teacher.Here's the post
"In fact I think he knows I like him... Syaz found out I like him and the first thing she said was "I like him as a father too. Wait- you like him as a father-like thing right? Not the other way round right? RIGHT?
All I said was a half whimper-half laughter. She took it as a yes. Haha! Anyway she's so innocent, I don't wanna 'pollute' her."

Anyway as I was reading back the previous posts, I realised that I grew up as a girl who doesn't like to show emotion. I used to and I think I still do think that showing emotion means that you're weak. Especially if I show emotion to my family. Now to me THAT is a big NO-NO.

Anyway take this post old friends with no offence whatsoever because that was the past. And what's left is present and future. SO DONT BE STUCK UP SNOBS, PLEASE GROW UP. (cough) No offence...

-tales&stories;

Sunday, August 24, 2008

Once Upon A tIme lived a lonely yellow-haired girl called Panty(Yanti+Paris). She was very sad because she had no one to play with. She had always wanted to make friends with creatures she heard living in the Extremely Scary Dangerous Unknown Forbidden Forest, but her mother banned her from going because it is "an extremely scary dangerous unknown forbidden place".
One day she decided to head out to the Extremely Scary Dangerous Unknown Forbidden Forest because she suddenly had extremely good intuition that nothing bad was ever going to happen today.
So she headed off to the forest. At first she only saw trees and trees. She walked on and saw shrubs and shrubs. Then she ran on and saw bush after bush.
She was starting to get irritated. "What the hell? What's next? SNOW?"
As soon as she said it an avalanche of snow from nowhere pummeled her to the ground.

Panty stood up and suddenly it struck her. "Hey! Everything I passed by is just like I imagined! At first I imagined trees, and after a while, I asked myself 'where's the shrubs?' and they popped out and then I... wait... I did not imagine any bushes... I only scratched my armpit..." said she, puzzled. Where the bush came from she would never know...

Anyway. back to the story.

So then suddenly she heard a sound and immediately her face brightened. Friends! she thought.
And she turned and saw a..
TBC

-tales&stories;

Friday, August 15, 2008

Remember the time when we were young,
And foolish
And stupid
?
Even now
As I'm typing this
I realise that we still are
Or maybe it's just me
And it was never meant to be

Confusing things lead to pain and regret.
I try and try but I can't forget.
What makes it worse is that this girl here
She's not me
Nope not me
She's someone else I don't wanna know
She's a very... lonely person.
And she has realised that
Two years is too much to wait
Just to start a new life

So what is next, lil man?
Me laughing and entertaining myself
And you just you..

And a lot of things inbetween.

-tales&stories;

Sunday, August 10, 2008

It is amazing how one can declare "Hey We're best friends forevA!!" and then do contradicting things. SO therefore in return I shall not do anything anymore. I am tired of this and ample advice and evidence tells me it is not worth my time. Instinct is also an important elemnt in playing a prt in my decision, and since others have also done the same, I will do it as well.

Anyway I was at Port Dickson for 3 days. Just came back tonyt. There I watched this inspirational show Fly Away Hoe. CHeck it out, the main star is Anne Marie Paquin, My favorite X Men character here. Shes pretty =DD

You know what the saddest part is? There is no Gambit in Xmen. Damnit la. Stupid Iceman idiot. The chemistry would have been much more with this guy who would have called her, in his trademark French accent, 'cheri'.
Drooool.
Btw Ive heard many ppl want Taylor Kitsch to play him. Did I spell that ryt and why does he sound so familiar?

Just like Gambit and Rogue who would never get together, It's again the same thing with the broody Sasuke and Sakura with her neglected heart.
Sigh.

He looks so hot here. Droool.

Anyway real stuff. So my family went to Carousel on monday. CHOCO FOUNTAIN!! WOOOOOT. But its dark chocolate and i dont really like. but who cares its alot of munni so i eat. =D

Anyway we stayed at Port Dickson AVILLION hotel. I'd like to advertise bt it.

Clears throat: Avillion boasts to be one of the unique 5 star hotels in Msia where they PRESERVE nature, and the very place resident guests live in is surrounded with it. There are 3 pools and a FARM. with rabbits and chickens and peacocoks and doves! and terapins! SO COOL RYT? I GET TO CARRY two baby rabbits. (Awww...) they were so soft and cuddly.
And a dove shit on my hand the 2nd day... Not the first time.
We get to feed them daily at ten.
The Kids Cabin has PS2s, 4 of em. My sis does sandart there at nyt while i hog the ps2 haha. (see the diff?)

Anyway that's all I can talk abt now. Oh the spa is good. The Malay traditional massage, I fell asleep halfway. Heh.