Hey back. Feeling a little better but throat is sore still. I was cleaning up my room and I found three old diaries I used to write in. God, the things I wrote back then were more creative and interesting asto what i write now. Here's an interesting blog entry that is not personal and old friends you might know what is this. This is a fight that happened in my class last year about the cheerleading steps. Me Fez and Syaz did some hip hop steps and Theres and XX did some too robotic cheerleader-ish steps- which of corse the class picked. If they were smarter they'd know that it'd be best to mix both- creativity and still cheer based. We won second anyway so it doesn't matter now. Oh the day of the cheerL day I let go and uh.. Therese fell and cried. D: I felt damn guilty bout it. I wasn't supposed to support her when she fell on us but some people weren't at the stadium yet and they wanted to practise it.
Anyway back to the fight. This is what I wrote: "Next Pg. Cheer Breakout. Literally.
Therese show face talk bimbo shit(I didn't like her then and now) Chermaine(most pissin off) Face Face FACE!! Jasmine propanganda shit Fez pissed off man XX irritating to Fez
Fez: Eh now's not the time to pick fight with me man XX: Since when I wanna pick fight? Talk bloody crap (smth like that!) fEZ: eH-SIALAH- u can pick fight with me anytime. now u want pick fight pick fight lah! XX: You- FEz: I quit! XX: Fine! I quit ALSO! Give up man. " End story. Another one is " I am so dead. Stand back, Grim Reaper! A girl is flying your way. Bring on the coffin and chrystanthemums! I'm gonna need it. No time for tissue though. (P.S. I want my coffin to be yellow and braided (around) with lillies."
And I remember the time I told INNOCENT syaz that I liked our Malay teacher.Here's the post "In fact I think he knows I like him... Syaz found out I like him and the first thing she said was "I like him as a father too. Wait- you like him as a father-like thing right? Not the other way round right? RIGHT? All I said was a half whimper-half laughter. She took it as a yes. Haha! Anyway she's so innocent, I don't wanna 'pollute' her."
Anyway as I was reading back the previous posts, I realised that I grew up as a girl who doesn't like to show emotion. I used to and I think I still do think that showing emotion means that you're weak. Especially if I show emotion to my family. Now to me THAT is a big NO-NO.
Anyway take this post old friends with no offence whatsoever because that was the past. And what's left is present and future. SO DONT BE STUCK UP SNOBS, PLEASE GROW UP. (cough) No offence...
