presenting something I havent done in a long time: decorating! =) It feels so good to just have time to yourself to do this! Prints were sadly in black and white though. But it's still MY beautiful notebook! And I can write anything I want in it! =)
Hey. so here I am again, because this blog is more me than the other one. SO lately what's been happening? I've had 2 extra piercings on my right ear, got a badass skirt and top and trimmed my fringe and has signed up for 3 jobs so far. Gonna quit 2 soon and join a one with better pay.
Anyway I've been so guilty for not updating my stories... though I will once inspiration trikes me once again or I get frustrated at the lack of good stories online anymore. Haha. Feeling rather emotionally exhausted because of some fuckng annoying idiotic loser who has too much time on his hands to not think about himself.
And the wheels have been turning in my head.
I've come (sadly) to a point of self-realization where that person probably never even liked me that way in the first place. But. The past is past.
And other reasons I'm feeling down? 1) I ALMOST got the Veronicas msn. 2) My mum is coming back on Monday. 3) I'm sleeping at my cousins tmrw and my mum is coming back on Monday.(NOOOO) 4) My mum is coming back on Monday.
Well, it's not my mum actually; its who she married-another psycho.
Yep. Fun life. And I'm bored trying to go online and internet keeps failing on me. GRRRR. ARGHHH!
Can't wait for my results. (Snickers) Wonder what it'll be like.
I want your leather studded kiss in the sand- I want your love...
Love, love,love- I want your love...
You know that I want you.
And you know that I need you.
I want your love and I want your revenge...You and me could write a bad romance.
I want your love and all your lover's revenge...You and me could write a bad romance.
Want your bad romance!
I want your horror, I want your design.
'Cause you're a criminal as long as you're mine-
I want your love. Love, love,love!
I want your love...
I want your psycho, your vertigo stick.
Want you in my rear window, baby you're sick-
I want your love.
Love, love,love! I want your love...
J veux ton amour. Et je veux ta revenge.
J veux ton amour, I don't wanna be friends!
You came, you had your fun and you left.
Still want your bad romance.
-tales&stories;
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Hey so blogger is working again apparently which is totally awesome. Anyway I have a shout out to all my friends there who are discussing my love life, or lack of. BUTT OUT. Nobody likes being judged when you guys ponder why I am not attached. Because I'm 'crazy all the time'? Because I'm volatile and 'intimidating'? Because I'm not mature enough? What is the definition of mature today? a) Is it going through a lot of shit? b) Knowing what to say at the right time and knowing how to act accordingly? c) Basically just understanding?
Most of you guys may not know this, but I've gone through some serious purple shit. Shit which most of you have never experienced(and hopefully never will) before.
Yeah. PURPLE shit. And no I don't intend to hook up with the next guy I meet. Ew, such DESPERATION. And it takes me a longer time to trust people. Sure I joke around and converse like any other human does, but I ain't stupid. Stop insinuating that I am. Because I am most definitely NOT. And someday, I'm gonna publish a book and I will be a psychologist. Former because I love doing it, latter because I want to help people. Nobody ever asked me that huh?
I know nobody takes me seriously except for a rare few. So I'm just gonna wait for a guy who dares to.